Through thick and span...

It's hard when you don't want to continue it but there's someone who opposes that hinders you from stopping all the nonsense that's happening to you right now. how hard it is to keep something precious and yet you're not already happy. You just want to stop but you really can't. you want to break his heart but you know you'll break yours too in the end. why is it so hard to keep a relationship going? why do promises break? why do we need to love at all? can we just be single beings. all of us... so then, our hearts would be safe and sound. a smile can't do anything to what i'm feeling right now. i just want to stay ... where i'm supposed to be right now. in the midst of loneliness where everybody began. 


i want to go back to the time where i don't even have a little hint of love. 

down to the basics

i know I've tried a lot to be better than what i used to be, but i always fail in achieving that, because i am more comfortable with who i really am. Now, i'm at the breach of extinction.. or so it seems, if i will not make a move right now, the ones that i love might stay away from me, just because of my stupid attitude. oh well, might as well begin with the basics rather than not starting at all... my advice? Change in flow with time...

digging deeper into it...

well, at some point in time you'll find yourself awed by the lecture of your professor, though many find his lecture boring. Earlier this morning i was enlightened by him to dig more deeper than what i can always comprehend. It made me realize to read more books and write a summary/feedback about it. I felt the mere enlightenment with what i summarized in his given text, that: " A genius mind is not actually inherited, rather it is developed by constant practice and hard-core dedication. " 


So, if you're planning to be the next Einstein... you know what to do and you definitely know what you need.